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Writing 101, Day Three: Commit to a Writing Practice

Today, celebrate three songs that are significant to you. For your twist, write for fifteen minutes without stopping — and build a writing habit.

Day Three (my take): Write uncensored, discuss three songs that are meaningful to me. Write uninterrupted for 15 minutes.

Writing without crossing out or censoring and editing is difficult for me. It makes my perfectionist self scream bloody murder. It’s screaming now – judgment, judgment, judgment! I intend to write through my screaming, get to the other side, and see if I like it. I have my doubts – and (for the record) I cannot leave obvious mistakes un-fixed.

Okay,next up, three songs. The first is: “Teach Your Children” by Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young (although I believe the actual composer/lyricist is Graham Nash). I just noticed that it’s 11:11 – a time of day I believe to be sacred. The song is a spoken lesson to both children and parents about empathy, kindness, understanding one another’s points of view, and expansiveness. It resonated in the 1970s, and it resonates still. The test of time has been stood.

The second is: “Oh My Papa” which is from my mother’s time. The reason it means something to me is because it meant something to her. Since her father died when she was ten, it pulled at her guts for the majority of her life. It is not a song I sing, but now that my father is dead, the meaning is clearer as is her pain. The emotion that comes with this song chokes me, because I remember watching her trying to sing it without crying, which she could not. In my young years I didn’t get why she’d react so emotionally. Once again – youth is a funny, fickle and often unwise.

The third song is: “Over The Rainbow” which just came  out of my mouth  from fingers tapping on the keyboard. But I can see why I’d pick it – it’s up my alley. Rainbows, pretty, happy, colorful. I like to think of the world in these terms. Do I know it’s ridiculous? False even? Sure I do. But it makes me feel safe – even though it’s a lie. Well, I’ve written for 14 minutes, I can’t say uncensored exactly, but fairly continuously – even though (for the sake of transparency) I am going to read it over and make sure no glaring errors abound. Life is a process.

 

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A Room with a View (Or Just a View)

Writing 101, Day Two: A Room with a View (Or Just a View)

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In a word: flowers. Whether part of a grand garden structure (think Botanical Gardens or any beautiful gardens you’ve ever seen like Jardin des Plantes in Paris) or the gardens I pass on my local walks with friends, or the wildflowers I see on the side of the road in upstate New York from my car window, or the succulents scattered on the hillsides in the southwestern portion of the United States, it’s flowers that enliven me. The colors pull at my eye sockets – take notice, they call.

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Boldsubdued, smooth spiked, spaciouscompact. Lively blooms of pink and red, green stems short and long, gathered bunches of – or sparsely populated growth. I feel an instant surge of energy, calm energy, fill my being when I walk among such beauty. Wild or cultivated matters not – as the fragrance fills my nose and the sight fills my vision, I am transported to another plane. It’s strange how nature can do that. Like a deep meditation.

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When my parents’ passed, the memorial tribute after the ceremony, shiva, etc. was the creation of a garden in the corner recesses of my backyard. With a wooden swing placed on silver chains, and red round brick pathway leading back – I placed a garden. It is  the my best way to commune with them daily. Birds live there temporarily, landing on large trees with purple blooms, and wisteria. The color, variety of shape and size, and sense of wonder portrayed, does justice to the people for whom the garden was planted.

 

 

 

 

 

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Writing 101, Unblock The Mind

It’s not my mind that feels blocked, it’s my time. It has been hi-jacked into many (many!) diverging and interesting directions and I can’t keep up. Happy, sad, annoying, financial, familial, all types of occurrences grabbing hold and insisting on attention. As I turn my head in the direction of the chatter, five other emails, snail mails, people and events join the conversation and I am making split second decisions on who, what, when and where. Has it always been this way? Why am I feeling overwhelmed? Or if not overwhelmed, discombobulated!

Okay, now I’m getting pissed. This is the third time WordPress has literally disappeared my paragraphs! And that’s 20 minutes. Stop It WordPress! You ask me to write unfettered and lose my words. I’m afraid the intent of this assignment has been lost to technology’s failings.

“The end of the human race will be that it will eventually die of civilization.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882)

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Inspirational List

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In figuring out what to write about I’ve combined two ideas from two separate posts:

1. Make a list.

2. What/who inspires you?

Here is a list of what and who inspires me…

* My children, young children, old people, wise people, teachers

* Open-minded discussions on religion, theology, spirituality, psychology, belief systems

* Good friends, new friends, nice people

* Kindness, compassion

* Love of life, relationship, garden, writing

* Sunny days, soft breezes, water views

* Flowers – color, fragrance, silken petals

* Beauty – paintings, drawings, faces, trees, peaceful moments, smiles, hand holding

* Learning: from – books, life, strangers, friends, stories, seminars, nature, writing

* Myself – writing and publishing, introspection and analysis, traveling tough roads, starting anew every morning

Consider making your own inspirational list. Let me know what inspires you!

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Janis Ian’s Society’s Child

Great commentary – then and now.

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Life On Sugar Alley

This is the title of the novel that I would write if I were to begin writing one this morning. It popped into my head in the kitchen, at 8:50, while I was feeding my cat and sipping a cup of bold Starbucks.

Since I do not write fiction (or at least not yet) and since I try to avoid sugar (although not too well lately) I haven’t the faintest idea why this would be the title I’d choose.

There is something down home and familiar about it though – again – no rational reason I can conger. Never heard of it, and as of the moment I can’t begin to imagine what life on Sugar Alley looks like. Wait. Stop. That’s not true. As I write these words I see a dusty dirt road leading to a rundown residence in rural America farm country. An old farmer (he looks old anyway, must be too much good living!) walks down the driveway where the road intersects, bends to grab the local Gazette and opens it to read the news. He’s wearing overalls, a flannel shirt torn at the elbows and a frumpy but considerable hat. He is content as he heads into the house to eat breakfast before tackling the fields of grain awaiting his attention.

And maybe that’s the point. He is content. In my story anyway. The more time I spend in my head (I am a writer after all) and the less time I spend in my body and heart, the less content I am. Or perhaps it’s more complicated than that, of course it is. Time to return to real life and continue editing my nonfiction memoir. Life on Sugar Lane notwithstanding. As I consider what the word balance actually means.

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HMD – huh?

That’s: Happy Mother’s Day! Wishing all mothers (and fathers and children) a wondrously joyful weekend with family, friends, animals, however YOU choose to spend it. Mwah…

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